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Monday, 18 February 2008

  • I wonder..

    what my life will be like next year. In 3 years? So much has changed. I am starting to wonder if ill ever.... remember what it felt like again. Was I really happy? or was I; am I too young to be. hmm.......... I am begining to question it all over again. im so stupid. sometimes.  There are these moments where i seriously want to up and leave and start over. or pretend. but then I keep going back, and you keep pulling me down. Such a BIG world. yet it feels so small sometimes. ... Thanks I guess.  

Tuesday, 01 January 2008

  • 2008 already...!

    TIME GOES BY FAST. Its already 0'8! Its time to start fresh- start over-! I love this new year feeling~ I wonder what 0'8 will bring... wonder if it can out top 0'7?? I wonder how much things will change... well anyway~ New Years was quite eventful as always.. but cant say I was alone this year! New years is always like a reunion to me... I always see and hang out with people that I hardly even talk to during the year.. Hopefully my bad luck of the ending of 0'7 is gone.. the previous 48 hours I pretty much fell down a staircase- completely smashed my toes.. and sliced my finger with a box cutter, and slammed my hip against my work desk.. oh and even left with an unbalanced drawer.. over 20.09... hmm....

    On another note: its been 1 month 1 week and 1 day... and still going strong!!

    I have offically started working on job applications. wish me luck  this is my future were talking about.

    I cant help it. I still feel that way. its hard...but I'll be happy. when its time, it wont be me.

    ....I think I am ready now. I am just waiting to meet you. .."so how you dooin?"

Sunday, 09 December 2007

  • brighter days

    Things are looking up.

    I feel like I am making an effort, and I feel pretty good about it. Its all will-power  Anyway, I feel different about a lot of things this past month...I am pretty content about how things have been going... so far I guess. it will take time.. it takes time to let go, and see how it is, and what it will never be. We. will. SEE.

     

    Your sorry huh... well Im sorry, I am sorry that it had to end like this , but I cant do it anymore. your an asshole, and I no longer can put up with that kind of shit- I vow to surround myself with real people, real friends. I have to start respecting myself, How am I supposed to forgive someone who only disrespects me?

Wednesday, 28 November 2007

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