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Monday, 16 January 2012

Sunday, 26 September 2010

  • fucking upset BOUT how shit turned out.

    so i have met you and i guess i was ready. but as time goes on im more fucking confused than any other. im so used to being independent and not giving a fuck. it used to be such a long time ago when i felt that way. at times tho, i feel disappointed, not only at you but my self. didnt think where i would be right now. not so proud of that. i guess coming from an Asian background its not too surprising, but then again look AT WHAT THEY become. i hate this. i hate not knowing what to predict, or what i want- this and that.  i need to find a fucking PASSION n move on with it. im stuck, i hate it. as much as i love being independent, i hATE It. when it WILL IT BE MY FUCKING turn> gdamit. AM I WISHING UPON imAGInery stars, and unrealistic goals? if thats the case, then fuckit. might as well leave now . ... 

Sunday, 02 March 2008

Monday, 18 February 2008

  • I wonder..

    what my life will be like next year. In 3 years? So much has changed. I am starting to wonder if ill ever.... remember what it felt like again. Was I really happy? or was I; am I too young to be. hmm.......... I am begining to question it all over again. im so stupid. sometimes.  There are these moments where i seriously want to up and leave and start over. or pretend. but then I keep going back, and you keep pulling me down. Such a BIG world. yet it feels so small sometimes. ... Thanks I guess.  

Tuesday, 01 January 2008

  • 2008 already...!

    TIME GOES BY FAST. Its already 0'8! Its time to start fresh- start over-! I love this new year feeling~ I wonder what 0'8 will bring... wonder if it can out top 0'7?? I wonder how much things will change... well anyway~ New Years was quite eventful as always.. but cant say I was alone this year! New years is always like a reunion to me... I always see and hang out with people that I hardly even talk to during the year.. Hopefully my bad luck of the ending of 0'7 is gone.. the previous 48 hours I pretty much fell down a staircase- completely smashed my toes.. and sliced my finger with a box cutter, and slammed my hip against my work desk.. oh and even left with an unbalanced drawer.. over 20.09... hmm....

    On another note: its been 1 month 1 week and 1 day... and still going strong!!

    I have offically started working on job applications. wish me luck  this is my future were talking about.

    I cant help it. I still feel that way. its hard...but I'll be happy. when its time, it wont be me.

    ....I think I am ready now. I am just waiting to meet you. .."so how you dooin?"

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